“I’ve known I was transmasculine / genderfluid for three years now. I did frequently think, ‘What if I was a boy?’ as a child. I recently started on testosterone, after wanting it, but feeling not quite ready. I started recently because I was scared that if I didn’t get in NOW, I’d never have a proper chance. This was after the Attorney General announced the emergency regulation which would severely restrict access to HRT. I wish I’d felt as if I had more time to decide to begin HRT, but I am also excited to watch myself change.”